Does the whole world know the news already? All i know is I've tried. Do you think I really wish the outcome will turn into this? Is just like putting salt on a wound. You've got no idea how hurtful is it. I'm not those people who doesn't even bother about it, I bother that's why I'm hurt. Sometimes I really regret in the first place but we can't U turn. You've no idea how much effort I have to take to comfort myself and think for the better. Forcing myself to face this reality world. You doesn't do well means you are like shit. And now I'm a shit. People looking down on shit. Now I've to start all over again to convince myself. Can you shit people don't force me anymore. Reality is cruel.